January 2010
42 posts
December 2009
15 posts
“If 2008 and 2009 was a rough year, lets hope for some smooth sailin’...”
There is no feeling more comforting and consoling...
defjunkieee:
I’m scared that I’ll end up ruining one of the very few good things in my life. You mean the world to me, and I love you so very much from the bottom of my heart. I apologize for not being able to clearly express my thoughts and feelings when we’re together. I always get so emotional when we talk about our relationship, because we both know that this is real. It’s nights like these...
I Love the Holidays
First and foremost, I had a terrific Christmas. I actually got a chance to spend time with my brother and three cousins on my dad’s side altogether for the first time in a long time. We weren’t even together on Thanksgiving. We kept it old school and played Super Smash and Goldeneye on N64… That was a real blast to the past… We always played those games together, and...
Silent Night
Its odd to me that this holiday season isn’t as appealing to me as it used to be. It’s Christmas Eve but it doesn’t feel like anything close to it. I have til midnight to feel the Christmas spirit… I have faith!
Thats What He Said
Why is it everytime my dad has something important to tell me, its comparable to the bomb dropped on Hiroshima? This guy is so impersonal and it bugs me because he has no idea what he does to me. This morning I got a wake up call to a bit of disturbing, disappointing, and quite surprising news. Verbatim, the first words he said to me were “Hey, you know we’re moving to San Jose...
The 'Chronic'les of a Friendship Foretold
I used to think I had the best set of closest friends ever. Till this day I still believe that I am correct but there is something different. My weekend visits aren’t the same and I’m not the only one who can attest to this. My significant other knows this as well, and notices everything that I notice. To be blunt, and to the point: I don’t have the same fun we used to. I always...
“To my younger brother: I got your message and I cant get a hold of you. I guess...”
– Jean Paul Rastrullo
A Brother is a Friend Given by Nature
First and foremost, I love you and I miss you. I miss the fun times we used to have, the stupid things we used to laugh about, and even the little arguments we always got into. There is so much I want to say but I can never get it across to you. I hate how you go to school so far away, I hate how you’re never home, and I hate how you can’t be there when I need you to be. The entire...
“It’s amazing to see all the wonderfully amazing things that can happen in a day...”
What can I do differently?
My life is filled with so many obstacles which I try and overcome. I always try to see the bigger picture; be unbiased, and see both sides of things. I’m diplomatic, its who I am. I love everything about being with you but when I’m independent its involuntary. I’m here and you’re there and there isn’t a lot I can do about it. I want you to stay strong because in the...